Everything was arranged beautifully-roses, candles, balloons, just like a girl would love to see. “ I love you, will you marry me”, he asked. “No, I am sorry”, I said and ran away.
My friends tell me that I am cocky and arrogant. They think that I like playing with other’s feelings. They tell me that I am heartless. And I wonder if I really am.
Five years ago, I was one of the most lively person you would have ever met in your lives. I enjoyed every moment of life, loved people around me, loved every bit of my life. I had some amazing people in my lives who made each day of my life beautiful. One of the most important people that I found myself blessed with was him- Saksham. We have been friends since childhood. We have learnt to speak together, walk together and even breathe together. We had lived all ups and downs of our life, always there by each other’s side.
I have planned my whole life with him and so finally confessed my feelings and was extremely happy to know that he felt the same for me. I had complete faith in him and trusted every word of his. He promised me that he will always be there by my side and never leave me alone. It was all like a dream. We were both o happy. I had no complaints in life. But then he betrayed me. He broke his promise and my trust. He left me- all alone, shattered and broken. He died in a car accident, but he didn’t die alone. He took my soul with him. It was with him I breathed and without him I am nothing but a moving dead body.
I am incapable of loving someone for my heart lies with him. Yes I am heartless.
I am an English Honours student and currently trying to catch on my passion of writing.
